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Rut EP

by Forefather

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this needle this cotton everything you've worked for is forgotten you're digging a grave with that syringe your life has become a constant binge just one more fix to stop this itch just one more line to pass the time just one more hit before i quit just one more just one more it's a vicious cycle and one more will never be enough (you will never understand i have a monkey on my back) that's no excuse for the way you act happiness can't be found in bags (but it will stop my restless legs i can't go a minute without thinking of using) that's the life you have chose you put yourself in isolation (i'm sick of feeling sick)
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If i fall one more time i swear i will lose it this moment is mine this is the life i have chosen but, down this road and off this cliff i've been led dealing with death, my life's become dead my candle is also lit i swear i might quit forever falling in this abyss if you're leaving i'm leaving if you're gone, as am i and i guess this is how it feels when it finally ends and i guess this is what you meant when you said you weren't coming home i will not see you again this is goodbye my friend you were taken too soon and if i could have repeat what we had, i would put it on loop i would put it on fucking loop
3.
Signs 03:29
i am man this is where i stand i have conquered land i have seen it all i enslaved them all i've seen the kingdom fall as the towers fell only time will tell take it for what it's worth or be shut down this kingdom we have created is the only way now all of these signs they control your mind they tell you what to think and what brands to pick i'm your emperor i look over you i'm your emperor been where the eagle flew i am the all wise i am the all knowing
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Reflection 03:00
the mirror has spoken it shows what i've become a million broken pieces formed into one i've taken this time to reflect on what i have done on what is to come this is my moment of clarity this is my moment of truth my moment to show the masses i've adapted to rules it's time i step back and let loose all the minuscule shit that bothers me to the real issues that weigh down on me this bathroom is haunted the walls are so crowded my demons keep me company yet i continue to feel empty once i stared so hard i saw your face in the blackness but then it turned out just to be your reflection history repeats and so do our actions if i study my past and divide them by factors figure out what's happening could i really hold it inside? i found the answers inside my dreams but forget them the next morning so once again i stand in this mirror contemplating change but when i awake the next morning i know it will all be the same
5.
Flowers 04:43
well, god damn stuck in a rut nowhere to go nowhere to rest my head i'm out of step, out of line completely out of place i say twenty years is long enough fuck, maybe even 20 minutes is long enough to see how fucked the world can be i say 20 years is long enough maybe it doesn't take anytime at all and we already knew from the start that everything we do and everything we live is completely and absolutely fucked if it makes you feel better that i'm gone then cut the shit i say twenty years is long enough cut me out cut me short one great sleep tomorrow sleeps while today weeps my days are filled with darkness and nights with grief this hospital bed has been my home for weeks, months, maybe years this long sleep has brought my mother to tears i heard a faint mutter across the room i turned to see, but my body stayed still as i look into the eyes of my maker who was side by side with the woman who had given me birth they spoke no words to each other just prayers uttered simultaneously i felt the warm of a hand pressed over my vision i could hear cries harmonized with a laughter of a past time but every once in a while i'm sure you will think of me and i won't mind if you bring me flowers but if you could just let me be then that'd be just fine these eyes stay closed this mouth stays sealed
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Debut EP. 6 tracks.

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released January 17, 2014

recorded/mixed/engineered by Travis Gilberti

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